mid90s

i have never cried as much as i did this past
          few weeks. and i cant point at what exactly
          fucking hurts. because everything does, even
          the things making me smile, or things that
          should make me feel better makes me feel
          hopeless. i cannot blame anyone, or be mad
          at anyone. it's like everything was meant to
          happen, because i never deserved to love or
          to be loved by anyone. man, i wish i never
          tried to be close to others again. i gave
          myself a chance again hoping it won't hurt
          anymore. but i failed, yet again. feels like im
          gonna be hated for even writing this draft. 

I wish we never talk before

Wtf? 

Ga tau sama orang2 makin ada2 aja kelakuannya. Wkwkwk

Follback atuh 

hii