Ioveyouthreethousand

i've decided that i'm moving accounts. and starting fresh. if you wish for me to follow you on it, just comment a heart below this message and i'll follow you. thank you for the memories here but i need a new and fresh clean start. ♡

Ioveyouthreethousand

i've decided that i'm moving accounts. and starting fresh. if you wish for me to follow you on it, just comment a heart below this message and i'll follow you. thank you for the memories here but i need a new and fresh clean start. ♡

Ioveyouthreethousand

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okay, fuck it. not like anyone will read it but -
          
          i'm going on hiatus. i feel alone and invisible and like i bother people so i need to take a break. my mental health has been shit lately but i don't tell anyone because no one would even care but i haven't been myself and it fucking sucks. i want to talk about it but no one bothers to listen or give a damn about it so i just keep to myself.
          
          i've been overwhelmed and stressed with wanting a damn job for almost a month now and i haven't had any luck. my mom throws all of her problems at me then proceeds to call me a fucking disappointment for not helping her financially. my dad calls me a bunch of horrible names which lowers my self-esteem. and everything piles up.
          
          i have lost any and every last bit of motivation to continue writing any of my books and it breaks my heart because i want to write, i want to update for you guys. but i lost my inspiration and motivation. and i hate it because you guys don't deserve floppy books. you deserve so much better than the content i'm providing.
          
          with that being said, i'm going on a break. i don't know for how long. but yeah. if you wish to keel contact with me, i won't hesitate to give you my snapchat, personal instagram, facebook, or even my phone number. just let me know which one you would like and i'll gladly pm you. anyways, yeah. thanks for reading, if you did. see you in a minute. i love you all 3000 and more.
          
          ashley ♡

rayofsunrise

@ Ioveyouthreethousand  Take your time, love❤️ You deserve it! I hope everything is going to be better
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Missieflower345

hey ashley! I just wan to say that if you need a break from wattpad, go for it. Every user, acc, multi-accs need some break once in a while and I hope your break will benefit and improve the state youa re in right now to a better place in the future. It’s okay if you can’t write the books now because you have a life outside wattpad and don’t let anything to ruin or break you apart more. I just want you to know that I read your confession and hope for you to come back witht a better smile, self-esteem and a better environment that w ecan see you rejoicing you in a new place!
            i would definitely like to pm me sometimes but if you don’t want to it’s okay.
            Everyone should look out for each other and now it’s your turn to look out after yourself!
            Hope you have a great day Ashley!
            
            - sincerely Jesslyn
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Ioveyouthreethousand

i actually wanna take a break from wattpad. i feel so alone and constantly ignored, it's like i bother everyone. might go on hiatus, it'sbnot like anyone would notice or care, lmao.

warrensdrums

take all the time you need love 
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eternalblockparty

@Ioveyouthreethousand do whatever is right for you bby but people do care, including me. are you okay?
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Ioveyouthreethousand

we just aren’t meant to be together and that's fine. i just hope you realize that i didn’t lose you, you lost me. you’ll search for me inside of everyone you’re with and i won’t be found.

kingstonupontom

girl power !! stay strong, because you ARE, love yourself always before you love others, and i love you ♡
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