I hate myself, I like listening to sad songs because they give me something else to be sad about. I like reading smut because my hormones do that to me. You know, when you think about it, life can be really really easy if you just give up all hate and anger and live happily. As a lazy person, I'd like to live life at it's easiest. But recently I realized death is probably way easier than trying to be happy all the time. Oh well, I did this to myself, I won't regret it