قد تكون الرسالة مسيئة
Halo :)
Haha. Yes, I'm alive. Yes, the book hasn't been abandoned (even though I wish I did because it's a MESS. I'll prolly re-write it like a year or two later. But, currently I'm here to address my absence. Haha, soooo yes. I have been ghosting you all BUT I have a good reason. I js didn't wanna write. LMAO. Okay okay that sounds mean. I COULDN'T write. Ik this has been such an ongoing "excuse" for me— 'writer's block' but believe it or not, that is a real thing. I think this is more of a burn out than a writer's block. I feel like they are both the two sides of the same coin. Also, shit has been going DOWN in my life. Like everything is coming at once and oh my god I am not alright (I'm js so glad this ain't ao3 because I cannot deal with the ao3 curse) but everything is happening at once and I'm like— NOT OKAY at all. My mental health is messed up rn. Home life, college life, social life my— its— all is hell. ALL is hell. So I don't have much of an excuse but uh... Yeah, I just felt bad because y'all are waiting for chapters and I cannot deliver every time I promised you. So this isn't a promise "oh, the next chapter will come soo—" NAUR. It's like a statement. I'm fucked rn, so— eh. Y'all will have to wait. I'm sorry about it— but there isn't anything anyone can do. LMAO. Soooo yeah. Update. Heh.
Kay, ily BYEEEE <3