@edette_starlight okay first of all, don’t you dare call this cringe I was reading it like I just got emotionally adopted.
What you wrote was honest and that kind of honesty takes courage, especially when you’re in a space where being yourself doesn’t always feel safe or accepted.
I hear you. The fear, the guilt, that quiet, almost fragile hope that maybe a love like that could exist for you too… all of it. And I need you to know this—nothing about who you are makes you less deserving of love. Not your identity, not your doubts, not the world you’re in. You don’t have to earn a kind of love that already belongs to you. It belongs to you simply because you are you—and that “you” is beautiful precisely because it stayed real. It didn’t bend or disappear out of fear.
And that line about “a better heaven”… I understood it. Sometimes being fully seen, fully chosen, and fully loved here, in this life, feels more sacred than anything promised somewhere else. There’s nothing NOTHING wrong with wanting that. There’s something deeply human about it.
Also—“a girl who was afraid of falling in love”? I think she’s also someone brave enough to want it anyway. Brave enough to be herself, even when it’s hard. It takes so much strength not to let other people decide who you’re allowed to be or who you’re allowed to love.
So yeah… that girl? She’s really brave. And I’m proud of her.
(and for the record, I’m absolutely keeping that “biggest kiss on planet earth” line forever ❤️)
