sooooooo...... i kind of f*cked up...
I was in the shower, i was pretty much leaning on the wall, but i was kind of on the glass door as well...
and, i was washing my face, right?
well, about half a minute in, the door shatters.
i, thankfully, am not dead, im still very much alive, thank you very much, but i've had my first set of stitches (i got 2 sets), have several deep scars, random scars all over my body, can barely move one of my arms, and only move the other half way up. the smallest things trigger panic attacks, i get random panic attacks, and every time I close my eyes, I'm back in the shower, shards of glass everywhere, blood on the walls, with no one there helping me. this is what has happened so far, since it only happened last night.
i hope you guys are doing better than me at this whole "staying alive and not re-traumatising yourself" thing.
i thought i should tell you, just incase something else occurs and i go MIA.
as always, i love you all, and hope nothing but the best happens to you.
-Iris