I need coffee

Hello people.
          I only learnt today that I actually have followers?? Hello!! How are you!! It’s been a year or so since I genuinely opened Wattpad lol

HELLO!!! (Omg so enthusiastic wtf)
          Ok but in all seriousness, hi again. I’m here to apologise for disappearing yet again. Also to inform you that no, I have not abandoned my fic just yet. I am however, super busy. I did say a while back that these 2-3 years will be a bit hectic for me but I never knew it’d be THIS BAD. I didn’t plan on taking this long of a break but I was either to busy to write or too drained (tired) to produce anything even slightly understandable. I did try to write but because my head wasn’t in the right place, the story ended up skewed and the writing, unintelligible. Rather than appeasing my readers with regular updates but also taking my story into a… less desirable direction, I’d much rather take a short break. I hope the appeal of quality over quantity can keep you guys fairly satisfied and consider… not giving up on me just yet? I don’t know when I’ll be back (I’m hoping no more than next month) but I think we’re at a pretty critical part of the story and I don’t wanna mess up lol.  I know my fic isn’t always the most consistent in terms of writing and updates but I try my best :) I wanna enjoy writing just as much as I want my followers to enjoy my writing. So… bear with me?

Hello hello!! I said I’d try post at the end of this month and I did try (and will continue too cause I still have today) but I’ve written 3 sentences. Amazing right?? *whispers* baby steps...

Hello I posted stuff... IKR HOW UNEXPECTED RIGHT?!?

OHOJOAJOFIEJ TURNS OUT I HAD MORE THAN 2 TESTS LAST MONTH BUT THAT'S IRRELEVANT. Anywayssss, update about updates: I have about 3 paragraphs of the next chapter of 'It all started with a lesson' done and I swear I'm trying my best lolol. I've been gone for a month and although I didn't make much progress writing the actual story, I have been able to (in my 'free' time) make bullet point notes or I guess a 'plan' for the entirety of this next arc. So you can look forward to me writing about something and knowing what I'm actually doing.

Guys if you're wondering where the updates are, I have like 2 tests this month (which don't seem like much but this is literally like my first thai speaking test and I canNOT.) so... I'm sorry??? I'll try update more than once next month cause it's the holidays anyways (tho they say this holiday and all of the holidays for the next 2 years aren't actually gonna be holidays and just a sorta work at home thing so... I'll update more than once next month IF I CAN)

I just checked how many views? reads??? my story had and omg thank you for 23k reads!!! It may not be a lot compared to many other 'writers' but seriously I never thought I'd pass 5k.

Ahaha I've got 777 words of Chapter 21 for 'It all started with a lesson'. Hopefully I'll manage to bring myself enough motivation to make this a longer chapter than the usual ones. It's got a lot of useless rambling for the first 600 or so words but I promise it shouldn't be TOO boring ahaha.

I've decided to re-read the entirety of my 'It all started with a lesson' story in an attempt to once grasp the feelings and thoughts I had when I first started this story... Mainly cause I'm suffering from severe writer's block. I know where I want this story to go but the question is hOW?!? Ugh I hate AND love details. I'm cringing internally cause idk I always cringe at stuff I wrote 1 month + ago.

In all honesty I feel like my writing itself is good but in terms of storyline and plot I'm still a bit immature and inexperienced so a lot of my ideas can come off as cringe or cheesy but I'm sure with time it'll improve.