IsabelleWritesx

welp. it’s been a while. any of y’all still around?

IsabelleWritesx

hola guys! how are ya? recently i’ve been pretty down and am going through quite a rough time at the moment so i thought i’d make sure everyone is okay. i also forgot to post a happy birthday to my nan on the 22nd (friday), so this is for her. 
          
          happy birthday nan. i love you more than words can describe and i hope i make you proud everyday. words can’t describe how much i miss you and i wish everyday that i could see you again and hear you laugh until you cried at my stupid impressions. i hope your in a better place now. tell granddad i said hey, will ya? i love you 3000. 
          
          thank you for all of your support guys. i’m working on some new stuff for you all but like i said, i’m having a rough time with keeping memories away and keeping myself happy at the moment. my dad and i got ourselves into a huge fight on friday and he said some things that hit on a deeper level than i’m sure was intended. 
          
          love you all <3

IsabelleWritesx

something about tony stark because i miss him; 
          
          in tony’s final speech, he says: ‘everybody wants a happy ending, right? but it doesn’t always roll that way. maybe this time.’ 
          by saying ᴇᴠᴇʀʏʙᴏᴅʏ we should assume he means himself too, yeah? 
          he made this tape because he knew he was gonna die, essentially. so doesn’t that mean that he was happy to die? 
          
          all those times that he tried to sacrifice himself for ‘the sake of the world’ or whatever, he would always come back. one of his other lines is: ‘I shouldn’t be alive.’ 
          
          put that in with the fact that in infinity war, after watching the people he cared about get dusted, he held his hand out, as if he was expecting himself to go, too. but he didn’t. he didn’t leave, and so after when he’s crying and upset, sure, it’s because all of his loved ones are gone. but could it also be because now that he’s alone he has no one to distract him? maybe he thinks he deserved to go too. but maybe what was worse for tony was the fact that his worst fear came true. he lost everyone and he believed it was his fault for not being strong enough. 
          
          how about the scene where he shoots his own reflection? or when he locks himself in his lab? or when he blames himself for peter’s death? or when he felt so bad for losing peter that he almost died in space? 
          
          yeah. he went through all of that and although he died, he got through 11 years as a strong, independent, unforgettable character who will forever be missed. 
          
          my hero isn’t ironman. no, my hero is tony stark.

IsabelleWritesx

IS IT JUST ME WHO IS SO EXCITED FOR BLACK WIDOW TO COME OUT IN 2020 BECAUSE I AM LITERALLY SO HAPPY THAT WE ARE FINALLY GETTING THE FILM THAT WE DESERVE AND ALSO TONY STARK IS COMING BACK FOR HIS LAST FILM OSHSOQNDPQNSPAIEBS

mzdaylah

@IsabelleWritesx  I am I always wanted to know how she ends up there with everyone in the first place  she goanna be kicking some ass I know that
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