Is it normal to look back on all the comments and stories (in my case the one story that isn't even a story) and wonder what possessed you to be...You. I don't think I could ever re-say any thing I've said before... also my story (still not a story) makes me cringe everytime I look at it. I don't expect anyone to actually read this I just felt like typing my feeling... I should probably stop but I'm trying to stall so that I don't send this... dang it im out of stuff to say.