IsimpforHotarou

Its 2023 im depresed

So uh, hi, everyone again.
          
          Still looking for motivation and ideas for new stories, ;v; 
          
          But if you want, if it's alright with y'all.
          
          Check out my youtube channel ;v;
          
          I have an anime edit channel there known as 
          ¿?brellejam¿?, i only have a few subs oof-
          
          If you have time, please check it out! 
          
          but thx anyway,
          
          and also to @doughnutboi (or donut boy :P)
          
          Thank you so much for giving me a heartfelt message, it really gave me motivation, and inspiration, I'm glad you like my stories and writing, :) And well... No I'm not... close to my dad. :((( But it's cool. I don't really mind. 
          
          I'm still thinking of a story, but I think i got one, I'm gonna put this in my story ideas draft.
          
          Anyway, thank you all for reading. ._. 
          
          and uh- bye-
          

Ok, so.. I have.. lost my motivation on writing. 
          
          I don't know, things have been going down lately, and, it's been months since I last updated any stories... sigh, what to do, what to do... I've been trying to get one shots ideas in my head but sadly, no motivation in writing it down. 
          
          I suppose you could say... I've been disconnected from life. :')))
          
          Writing and drawing is what I do most of the time. And because of my dad saying that writing stories isn't going to get me anywhere just makes me.. unmotivated. And depressed. And worthless in so many ways he can say. 
          
          ._. I've tried multiple times to start writing again, but, still, I sometime think my content isn't good enough. :( 
          
          First my dad picks (unintentionally) a girl in my group as his image of a daughter just because of a sport we play, and then tells me that I'm wasting my time on trying to write something clearly no one is gonna be interested in. Or so he says. 
          
          I might try again??
          
           Also, I am sad to inform you that Two Worlds, One heart is DISCONTINUED. 
          
          Bc I've lost ideas for it :'(( But I'll be looking for more content to make, more OTP's, or stuff :)) 
          
          Also. My crush rejected me btw. :)) So, yea that sucks. But am ok. It's been a year since it happened. So I've moved on. Anyway- 
          
          :))) Thank you reading byeeeee. Cya later. :333 
          
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So uh guys, I'm not sure if I can continue Two Worlds, one heart, cuz I kinda lost inspiration to do it. Sorry, hope u understand. BUT. There's a possibility that I'll continue it, but if it's alright, I'll need your help guys, from author to author? 
          
          I need some ideas on how Yashiro and Hanako meet. On where they meet, etc. ó_ò 
          
          I hope you'll accept. PM me in my account. :) Thx 

I-I am so sorry for not updating for so long, I've been busy with life ;-; as well, I was sick for a week or so but I'm fine now. I hope I can update as soon as I can. OnO  Hopefully u guys aren't mad ;-; bye-

Announcement to all Among Us players out there: If you guys want to play Among Us players with me, let me know,  and if you want to be friends in FB (FaceBook) then you can search my name Brelle Jam. Then message me there. I don't have any other accounts aside from Discord (but sadly no space so ;-;l) but anyway, I also want you all to know that me is very lonely and bored so i just want friends to play among us with, q-q
          
          Anyway, just text me in  fb/messenger if you want so we can be friends ^w^
          
          Byeeeee- 

I know am a loser 4 dis but I keep coming back to wattpad because I love you all 2 much to leave q_q

I'm so sry 4 this but i have 2 delete wattpad bc it is the only app that has huge space needed aside from messenger but i need messenger for my mom but also  my phone is broken and i need to repair/replace it but it is pandemic. 
          
          Im sry.
          
          I'll come back i promise 
          

Hai. I just want to say that I wuv u all, 14 followers? Am so happy, y'all! Thank chu, no matter how small, it means the world to m e! 
          
          Thank chu again. I wuv you all~ ^w^♡
          
          I hope you guys enjoy reading my second chapter for my new book, Two Worlds, And One Heart, Chapter 2 Tea for Two. It took me an  hour to make it, but very worth it. 
          
          Anyways. Thank chu so much again, and I'll see you later! Wuv u all~ Bye~~~

OMG I AM SO GLAD IM BACK
          
          OMGGGGGGGG
          
          MY DAD WAS KIND ENOUGH TO LET ME GET MY HAPPINESS BACK YEESSSSSSSSS
          
          THANK YOU SO MUCH
          
          
          DON'T HATE ME ;-;