Issei_Lucifer

However, things took a turn recently. The nerve trauma and chronic pain have escalated significantly. The pain isn’t just a lingering annoyance anymore; it’s intense and pervasive, affecting me every day. The nerve damage has caused deep, gnawing pain that feels like it’s centered around my vital organs—my heart, lungs, kidneys, and even my gut. There are times when the pain is so severe that it feels like it’s squeezing the life out of me. I sometimes struggle to breathe, and honestly, it scares the hell out of me. The fear that I might not be okay or that something worse could happen is always there.
          	
          	Adding to this, my motor control has been compromised. Tasks that used to be second nature now feel like enormous challenges. My hands don’t always cooperate, and it’s frustrating and frightening to feel this loss of control over my own body. On top of that, my vision has started to deteriorate. My eyes throb constantly, and my vision is often blurry and unfocused. I’m worried that it might be getting worse, and the thought of potentially losing my sight is terrifying.
          	
          	All of these issues have made it incredibly difficult to focus on writing, something I’m deeply passionate about. I’ve been wanting to get back to working on RDK and other projects, but my body isn’t cooperating. Writing requires concentration and energy—things that are in short supply for me right now.

Black_Legion2024

@Issei_Lucifer I know it's late but I hope you're alright and all is ok for you...
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NavaVelu

@Issei_Lucifer No problem, I'm sorry that I went all philosophical at the end there. Just be careful okay, I've been going through my problems for about 15 years now so I had at least some time to get used to it without much pressure. But you have to prioritize yourself. just be okay.
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Tim_Lucis_Tenebris

I'm very sorry that you were there and this happened, I hope that you .. will get better, But if not... You can tell me everything if I can help with the story or just hear you out
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Issei_Lucifer

However, things took a turn recently. The nerve trauma and chronic pain have escalated significantly. The pain isn’t just a lingering annoyance anymore; it’s intense and pervasive, affecting me every day. The nerve damage has caused deep, gnawing pain that feels like it’s centered around my vital organs—my heart, lungs, kidneys, and even my gut. There are times when the pain is so severe that it feels like it’s squeezing the life out of me. I sometimes struggle to breathe, and honestly, it scares the hell out of me. The fear that I might not be okay or that something worse could happen is always there.
          
          Adding to this, my motor control has been compromised. Tasks that used to be second nature now feel like enormous challenges. My hands don’t always cooperate, and it’s frustrating and frightening to feel this loss of control over my own body. On top of that, my vision has started to deteriorate. My eyes throb constantly, and my vision is often blurry and unfocused. I’m worried that it might be getting worse, and the thought of potentially losing my sight is terrifying.
          
          All of these issues have made it incredibly difficult to focus on writing, something I’m deeply passionate about. I’ve been wanting to get back to working on RDK and other projects, but my body isn’t cooperating. Writing requires concentration and energy—things that are in short supply for me right now.

Black_Legion2024

@Issei_Lucifer I know it's late but I hope you're alright and all is ok for you...
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NavaVelu

@Issei_Lucifer No problem, I'm sorry that I went all philosophical at the end there. Just be careful okay, I've been going through my problems for about 15 years now so I had at least some time to get used to it without much pressure. But you have to prioritize yourself. just be okay.
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Tim_Lucis_Tenebris

I'm very sorry that you were there and this happened, I hope that you .. will get better, But if not... You can tell me everything if I can help with the story or just hear you out
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Issei_Lucifer

Hey guys. I know that I haven’t updated in a while, especially RDK. But I have some serious bad news. 
          I really wish I had better news to share, but the truth is, things have been incredibly tough lately.
          
          About two years ago, I was in two semi-truck accidents, and that’s when the pain started. I went to a chiropractor who did great work and managed to make the pain go away for a while. Unfortunately, due to work demands and other life issues that popped up, I couldn’t keep going back for regular treatments. Bills don’t wait, and I had to prioritize other responsibilities. So, I just tried to deal with the pain myself.
          
          At first, I took painkillers like Tylenol and Aleve to manage the discomfort, but I eventually stopped because I didn’t want my body to become dependent on medication. I decided to face the pain head-on, and over time, my mind and body seemed to adjust. The pain became a part of my life, and I got used to it. For a while, it seemed like it was under control, and I was able to manage.