ItMeTheBee

Do you ever just feel so much pain all you want is just to cry as someone hugs you? 

ItMeTheBee

@LonnyTheSniperKid If only I was brave enough to do that originally.
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ItMeTheBee

Do you ever just feel so much pain all you want is just to cry as someone hugs you? 

ItMeTheBee

@LonnyTheSniperKid If only I was brave enough to do that originally.
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ItMeTheBee

This is just another little song rewrite, just like the others. This out of my own boredom, so I apologize if you don't like when I do these. 
          
          ❄
          
          And I broke,
          Everything was alright
          Until it all unwinds
          
          And you solved,
          Every little issue
          Without me shedding a tear
          
          And I loved the way you hugged me
          And I wish you could repair me
          When you say:
          "I have won too."
          
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          And you can fix me like you do
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          Just for you..
          
          And I stole,
          Every moment we had,
          Just so I wouldn't feel bad
          
          And I hoped,
          I could be by your side,
          But I know I get quite tiring
          
          And I adored the way you cared for me
          And I always miss your company
          When I'm alone..
          When I'm alone..
          
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          And you can fix me like you do
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          Just for you..
          
          And if I could turn back time,
          Could I learn to hide it right?
          
          And if I could turn back time,
          Could I learn to do it right?
          
          And if I could turn back time,
          Could I learn to live right?
          
          And if I could turn back time,
          Could I learn...?
          
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          Or I can leave just for you
          And I'll shiver like I used to
          Just for you...
          
          Like I used to..
          
          ❄

ItMeTheBee

Y'know, when someone is in a rut, I sacrifice everything I could get just to help them out. It makes me happy, just because then they'll be happy. I also give away most of my stuff because I know that at this rate, I won't last as long as most would like me to. There's too many secrets for me to handle, too many to tell. It hurts, a lot. I always have to question why they haven't given up on me yet. It's strange, really. 

ItMeTheBee

Another little rewritten song. Haha, sorry...! ^^;
          
          ⬇☀⬇
          
          You tell me that,
          I'm wasting my breath.
          On something that you couldn't see was
          Something I wish for.
          
          As we discussed things,
          That were pretty deep,
          You stated that one day
          You'll be lonely.
          Living life, 
          On your own. 
          
          And I..
          
          Can't help,
          But to feel
          So far away. 
          From keeping you,
          Company.
          
          Oh, 
          I dip my head,
          Cause I know you don't care. 
          
          And I picture it,
          Differently. 
          As the youngest follows
          The oldest.
          You don't know,
          How much I care..
          
          
          Soon you'll realize,
          That your sister
          Cares for you more than anything.
          
          Oh,
          You're important to me too...
          
          So I,
          Thought that I
          Should inform you of this case. 
          Dear big brother,
          Don't you know I'm here?
          
          The little sister,
          That's too insecure.
          
          Ooh!
          I know you'll be 
          forever with your goddess!
          
          So I,
          Hope you know 
          That you underestimate things.
          Leaving me with, 
          This pity!
          As my head bows,
          
          For I know,
          That you don't care...
          
          ☀
          

LonnyTheSniperKid

@ItMeTheBee  
            
            If only 
            If only
            
            You knew the things that hold me
            The forces that control me.
            The anger that contorts me
            
            If only 
            If only!
            Something's are said
            In case of future red
            And blood spilt
            On an old swords hilt....
            
            If only if only
            You knew the pain that keeps me
            The pains that prevent me from being for real.
            The pains that keep me from explaining how I feel.
            
            You hear the arguments with others
            The dwarf of the mountain
            The Hobbit of the snow.
            
            If only
            If only
            You knew the things inside.
            You know they're better kept
            From ever seeing the light.
            
            If only
            If only...
            
            You knew that I loved you
            Not like lovers do
            But as brothers do.
            
            If only
            If only.....
            Things weren't kept deep
            Things weren't unseen
            
            If only
            If only
            You knew the things that would hurt you
            If they were released from me.
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ItMeTheBee

This is random, but I thought about this when I listening to a song. I messed around with the lyrics and a few parts of the song. 
          
          ⭐
          
          There is a boy,
          Who became a girl's best friend.
          Who I swear I haven't seen do anything,
          But laugh.
          
          His smile's so sweet
          And his hugs are relaxing,
          But still he doesn't seem to communicate with himself. 
          
          How does someone so perfect,
          Feel so insecure?
          As to scar his own skin with cuts and burns
          And still want to hurt more?
          
          How does someone so loving,
          Learn to hate his own guts?
          Not realizing that she could tell,
          But still not worrying about himself.
          
          There is a boy who cares so much
          About a small, short girl who's struggling with life. 
          He has all the things she could have, but still he doesn't seem all that glad. 
          
          He's just like her, 
          But doesn't seem to realize
          That the girl only cared for how well he was. 
          
          How does someone so perfect,
          Feel so insecure?
          As to scar his own skin with cuts and burns,
          And still wants to hurt more.
          
          How does someone so loving,
          Learn to hate his own guts?
          And yet his confidence seems intact,
          How does it even make sense?
          
          There is a girl..
          Who he called his little sister,
          But she almost took her last breath,
          Oh what pity. 
          
          He continues to win, 
          But she just can't admit it.
          For she always turns out to being,
          Sucked right back in.
          
          How is he able to realize,
          That she falling in to deep?
          While she scars her own skin with cuts and burns,
          But still wants to hurt more?
          
          How is he winning?
          Showing the world's true colors.
          Making her smile turn into a grin.
          And making her forget it all..?
          
          ⭐
          
          
          

LonnyTheSniperKid

I answered your question though
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ItMeTheBee

@LonnyTheSniperKid I didn't think you would reply or realize, nor did I expect a question as an answer. I'll take what I have been given though. Your question is quite easy to answer, as for mine..? Eh, not so much. 
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ItMeTheBee

"I swear I'm fine.
          Holding onto the thread hurt more,
          Than letting go.
          Your touch and words meant the most.
          I couldn't realize..
          That you intoxicated me.
          Set me into a drowning state
          And yet, you let me stay here. 
          On this planet.
          You took care of my problems,
          Even when you could've just ignored them. 
          I thank you in the most precise ways,
          But to no prevail..
          I resume my worst habits.
          You're waisting your time, darling..
          Waisting your time on a filthy waist of air."
          
          - Anon ✴