....Hello readers. I would like to say thank you so much for reading. I would like to say that I write to escape the life that I live in. I'm usually seen as a happy, kind loving, and encouraging young female. I'm ashamed to say it mostly is an act. I act happy to make sure I never bother anyone with my silly problems, I'm kind and loving because I want others to feel emotions that I dont often get to, I encourage people because I can't encourage myself.
I've witnesed the brinks of insanity, 
I've heard terriable words,
I've done things, 
that I wish I could; 
undue,
unsee, 
unfeel.
I walk two paths one tainted by my past,
and the other ruled by my future.

I've always escaped my world and life by reading or writing. (You would think I would be good at writing by know, but I'm not.) I often find it hard to talk about things so, I'm going to try and convey it through writing and hopefully one day someone might actually realize, I'm still here, I'm still fighting. I haven't given up, I haven't given in despite, haveing the cards stacked against me.



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