After the loss of a Family member and the result of the US election, my mental state has hit a new low, making it hard to see what future awaits us all. To all American LGBT members and Women, even darker times await you and it makes me physically ill to think about your fate in that country right now, not to mention Ukraine and how this will affect the War with Russia.
I'm not sure what to do but my creativity has, for now, crumbled into dust and sadness took its place. Take this as “doomer” talk or ignore it as depressed ramblings if you wish but I believe that dark times, combined with bad leaders, will always make things worse for everybody. I don't know what historians are going to think of 2025 but I'm sure that, for many of us, it's going to be remembered as the year when hope lost and hate won.
Love you all and I hope you stay safe. I will still try to write… I just don’t see how, at the moment