Hey girl!! I was scrolling through fanfics and yours came up and i just wanted to say that i think you meant “saudade” that is a portuguese word that means missing or having nostalgia of someone, some place or some moment. I hope i help you and it is totally fine if you don’t wanna change it
@ Its5iah Yes, I check every day to see if it's been updated. When I see that it hasn't, I reread everything. I do this every day. Please don't delete this. This is the best thing of his that I've ever read.