ItsJellbay

Besides that, holy  #!+ my life has been missing Static and Mesmerizer for too long.

ItsJellbay

You ever got that urge to write something, but you don't think you could ever compete with the naivety and time your younger self had when they started? Or that feeling that 500 of your followers came from nothing but a fluke and that you're going to disappoint them if you try to start back up again. I can't actually fathom that 500 people liked what I used to put out on this site, but it's the truth at the end of the day.
          
          I just know WHY or WHAT exactly garnered that traction in the first place. All I can see when I look back at my old works is boredom-induced cringe. But clearly, people might not have thought the same at the moment.
          
          I don't know. Maybe I'll try something different. Maybe I'll do nothing at all. Can't exactly promise anything will be good if I do try, though.

Shadow_Collective99

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@ItsJellbay Can relate. I started off with smut and lemons and, I assumed that was all I had going for my account. That was until I began whatever interested me at the moment and went off tangent. There are those days where we have the urge to write, but never write at all because when it hits the draft it sounds so fucking stupid that no one would want to read it so you end up deleting it all. But it's a damn good honesty that you're trying than not trying at all.
            
            Props to you man! Just don't give up! No matter how cringe or boring it may be, there's always hope for improvement! And if there's none? Then make one. For yourself.
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ItsJellbay

Don't get hopeful. But also... I'll try to actually use this app again in the future.
          
          But first of all, I had a random nostalgia trip and decided to actually finish one of my story drafts. I might finish some other story drafts, I might make another story draft, hell I might make an entirely new story AND publish it. But I am not adding onto any of my three splatoon books. Those are lost causes to me.
          
          Also also, I am 100% changing my profile again. The Adventure Freddy pfp is kinda cringe to me after 3 years.

ItsJellbay

Bro I'm so glad you're finally out of your coma, you've been in the hospital for 3 years! Huh, what are you talking about? Spider-Anime doesn't, what are you talking about bro. Come on, come help us get tickets to the FNAF movie.