I'm working on a new chapter right as I am writing this message, I haven't been in the happiest of moods as of recent. I miss highschool, I miss all of the exciting things I supposedly didn't miss out on, I just want back the years that have slipped through my fingers.
College is slowly approaching which means I have to wake up and smell the coffee, but the coffee doesn't smell nice.
I can't appreciate the sunshine anymore.
But I'm going to force myself to at least let it shine against my incredibly pale skin.