@Its_Shea I know life can be super hard at times, but you can't give up. Remember the good things that have happened and try to think of the good things that will come. I don't know how much this will mean to you, but I'm praying for you. If you need someone to talk to, I'm 100% available to listen and do my best to help, and I know that there are others on here that are also very willing to help. Stay strong, and never give up.