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[Rant; It's long, don't read it if you'll easily get bored with it]
I hate games.
I'm one of the few that tends to get emotional whenever I lost in a match; not those kinds that acts immature, throws a tantrum and lose their shit together.
Everyone's grinding for the points, game currency for certain things that we either need or a must-have. And, I hate that I'm constantly reminded that I'm the reason that we lost. They may be okay with it, but I have this gut feeling that it's kinda not.
I'm just extremely frustrated at myself because of these facts. And well, it doesn't sit well with me if I'd quit either. It's fun; it's the only topic that we can keep the conversations going, to be honest. And, without the game, we wouldn't even be this close, I wouldn't feel comfortabe with them; or even, it'll make our relationships grow distant.
It's sad how things come to like this. We all used to be so close to anything. And now..we're just going apart.
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I do not have courage to post this on Twitter lol, in fear of certain things.