Minaal

My mental state is so shitty its embarrassing !! i keep trying to write the stupid story but the words don't flow that well and my mind is a messy prision of it's own, shit has been so bad h

Good morning, I have 144 followers, many being from the time when I used to post on tiktok, I wish I had never given up on that account because it was low key successful to some extent. I am currently planning the chapters, but I wanted to know some of your favorite tropes, maybe I could add some! It can be minor too.
          
          Love you lots, eat and take care my loves

Just a special note! Please read!
          
          Please avoid glorifying mafia culture. While it may seem enticing to imagine being involved with someone influential, the reality of mafias and organized crime families is far from the romanticized portrayals in books and movies. Although mafias still exist today, they've evolved and may not wield the same influence they once did in the 1950s. They've become more sophisticated in their criminal activities, operating secretly and avoiding the spotlight.
          
          I understand that I'm writing a mafia romance, but it's crucial to distinguish between fiction and reality. Mafias have caused significant harm and suffering, and it's essential not to overlook their destructive impact. While the allure of danger and power can be mesmerizing in stories, it's important to remember the harsh truth about real-life mafias. Let's appreciate the fantasy without forgetting the harsh realities they hide. 
          
          
          Mafias have inflicted far more harm than good, with organized crimes resulting in the violent deaths of thousands, often innocent bystanders. It's necessary to recognize that mafias are not accurately portrayed in books, movies, and shows. As someone who adores mafia romances, I urge you to acknowledge that these stories are works of fiction. 
          
          They're not like the stylish folks you see in movies and books, casually strolling with guns and knives under their fancy suits.
          
          No one created mafias to assist anyone; They've never been a force for good, only making life more difficult for countless people. Unless you've lived it, it's easy to be excited by the thought of violence and danger. Actual real crime organizations or events are not the basis of my book.
          
          I wish I could go back in time and not have picked this plot, but I'm in too deep to just stop writing it.

Little snippet from chapter one! Blood trickled down my cousin's forehead, mingling with the sweat on his creased, dark brow. His pupils were dilated, locked onto mine. Bound to the crumbling ceiling, his hands hung lifeless. The dim light barely touched him, casting long shadows. His lips fanned slightly—he was fucking high.

Nvm removing chapter one bc its so bad, ima finish the whole book and edit and then publish it

Been writing so much, but since my account died, I'm scared I'm writing just for nobody to read it! Here is the summary of the story by the way, 
          
          Dante Izzo, the ruthless mastermind of a criminal empire-walks through life's harsh exterior that befits his brutal reputation. Being the head of the most powerful criminal family and well-known for his ruthless murders, Dante epitomises violence.
          
          Situations alter when he's arranged into a holy marriage to Azalea Rossi, an involuntary participant in this world. Though their odds of enduring are slim, death is the only thing that can shatter their vows. She's daunted by being bound to a man whose cruelty is as storied as his power. In the dreadful dance of their marriage, she encounters the coldest fate, or that's what she assumed it to be.

I'm back! I'm going to upload chapter one maybe, not sure. Let me know!

It’s been awhile, I am still working on my book but for some reason I’m not sure if I should publish it, it’s genuinely hard working on a book, multiple drafts, grammar, and plot holes. I need motivation but should I publish the first chapter? Or should I write the whole book and then publish it, I’m pretty sure most of the people who were waiting are already over this phase. 

I have been working on the book for almost three years, I can’t continue. Mafia is too cringe man

I have been working on the book for like three years now; I feel like it's a cringe book concerning the romance plot to it, I would stop writing, but I am in the way to deep; it's been like three years, and I can't just stop writing LMFAO