ItzJustJay_

i’m so fucking tired rn.

Why the fuck are my stats literally NOT changing on any of my fucking fanfic apps. Been stuck at 45 views here since I last posted and my stats on AO3 have been literally the EXACT same since like- early September (aside from me losing a subscriber on one of my fics but it’s a completed one- so I don’t care for that)
          
          I don’t even know why this is bothering me, honestly

"If you can feel what I feel, meet my monsters inside
          You'd never tell me I'm selfish for wanting to die
          You would let me let go
          You would let me let go
          You'd never judge me for standing out here on the ledge
          Knowing that nothing below could be worse than
          What's in my head
          Yeah you would let me let go
          But you'll never know"
          
          - "Let Me Let Go", Citizen Soldier

POV: You’re working on 12 different fics… and they all contain the same fucking pairing

Been reading “Dos Grandes Sudamericanos”. 10/10, amazing, died laughing in the first chapter 

The question is, do I write a royalty au, a CH encanto ripoff, or the english family being dysfunctional fucks (again)

According to my demographics or whatever on The Sun Hides The Storm, 25% of my readers are Canadian and Australian, and 50% American
          
          Considering what happens in that book, I would like to not formally apologize to the 25% of Australians reading this. I just like giving your country problems and I'm not stopping anytime soon
          
          (Don't take this seriously, please)

I’m gonna be the United Nations for Halloween! :D

The new fic officially has a title! But I won't reveal it just yet :)

Do you need water to feel like you're drowning, and can't go back to the surface?