Point is, it's time to start making your own choices.
Something I wish l'd learned a lot sooner than I did.
There's gonna be constant challenges in your life that you need to face its only gonna help you once you get through it. So dont give up and dont wait for someone to save you it will just make you sink deeper. If you keeping fighting against it soon someone will be able to save you since you're not letting yourself sink deeper they will be able to reach you and not drown too.