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VENT⚠️
When You lose someone you go through the dive stages of grief.Denial,anger, bargaining,and acceptance.
I am In denial That they left me.
I am angry that they left me for a year then wanting to leave.
I try to think of ways to get them back But I Won't actually try to fucking get them back.
But I have not accepted That they have left me I try talking and talking.
I am determined to get them back and Speak and talk and do.
I fucking miss you M.
I don't care if you Ghosted me because you didn't want to be my friend anymore and you fucking though that it would hurt my feelings and you think I haven't fucking changed.
You think YOU'RE THE ONLY FUCKING PERSON IN THE WORLD THAT CHANGED.I FUCKING CHANGED,FROM THE OUTSIDE AND MOST OF MY INSIDE FUCKING AND THERE IS A BIT THAT SEPARATES MY PAST SELF AND ME NOW.M I have Fucking Changed and I'll do anything to prove it.
Years ago I speak without thinking but now I think "Will saying this get me in trouble" I didn't and never will care how much it contributes to anything or is annoying All I care of what I Says Is that it doesn't get my in trouble,I have changed.
Even if you decide to not communicate with me I'll still think of you and I'll try to make responsible choices unlike you.
I'll do anything and when I say anything I mean anything for you M<3.
(You can make jokes)