I finally found myself as a person, and I finally know what I will be recognized as. I'm no longer non-binary (meaning that I didn't identify as either male or female) but since I finally found out who I am, I will now be recognized as she/they.
I'm still depressed as hell, but I feel like this is such a big step for me already. I hope I didn't offend anyone with this announcement. Stay safe ya'll !!