Itz_Essence

Guys he told me he wants me last night. I WAS SHOCKED. 

ittywitty7

Itz_Essence

GUYSSSS GUESS WHO HAS A BF, KINDA MAYBE IDK WE ARE KINDA LIKE EXCUSIVE I THINK!? idk tbh all ik is he likes me and I like him and he's hot and I'm hot, he has a cat, he's 6'1", he's 18 almost 19, he's a pieces and I'm very compatible with pieces bc I'm a Sagittarius, he's in a military training program, he sent me a snap with a girl after I said smth that was ment for his eyes only (she didn't read it) then I panicked sent a photo of the ceiling (I never do that) then said smth else after and he was like only I read it and she's just his fire training partner, so he's not aloud to let her die but I didn't even ask he just knew lik awwww anyways he's home now so we are gonna hang out sometime this week YAYYYY also all my friends including Sera like him and it's weird bc she never likes anyone I like 

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@Itz_Essence It's okay. I understand that it must not have been easy having your expectations crushed like that although I totally wouldn't want to tarnish the guy's name but sounds to me like an immature teen male that's still learning about social etiquette. U totally didn't deserve that and it's understandable to feel negative after said experience but try to cheer up. High school and dating isn't easy and I know it is lot to handle most times but no amount of words can I say may fully take away the hurt. I was in a situation like that once it was truly painful at the end of it but I hope and I know that you don't have to be beautiful or blond or PERFECT for someone else to like you,it's tempting I know very much so  to feel that air of fondness and feeling that someone acknowledges u or likes you so maybe you aren't boring or ordinary or invisible but do what's you at one point it's gonna get tiring keeping up a persona so really take from experience how matter undeserving or negative it is and take a step forward.

Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 Yk what surpsingly I didn't care that much I think it's cause I didn't know him enough to be attached so idrc LOL but thank u it means a lot 
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OrugbohFavour3

@Itz_Essence sorry I was a little late in responding,been a bit busy but I hope this few words could make u feel a little better
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Itz_Essence

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WELP, he canceled on me bc of hockey shit that he didn't know abt then he left me on open for 18hrs texted me in the morning then last night and yesterday he's been leaving me on delivered for hrs, I was supposed to see him tdy but I've been on delivered for 10hrs now I'm scared there is someone who is pretty and perfect and blonde and not me, so we'll see if he responds to me eventually tdy but ya LOL at least I can say I hate men now bc he is GROWN (20) and he's acting 17 rn like UGH

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@Itz_Essence he's a bitch don't mind him.... I feel like most men nowadays act like fucking children even full grown adults with children and a wife
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Itz_Essence

New year new me? New pfp. Anyways how r yall doing babes?

OrugbohFavour3

@Itz_Essence lmao I know right. Really just the thought of resuming is off putting to say the least
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Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 ew school don't remind me 
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OrugbohFavour3

@Itz_Essence I'm doing good for one. The new year started out just right except for the fact we have to go back to school in three days time. All in line January's been cool.
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Itz_Essence

Guys I'm going out with a guy tmr, well not rlly going out cause I got stressed and didn't know what to do so we are gonna hang at his and probably watch a movie he's 20 btw like wth idk how I pulled a 6'1" hockey player who's 20 with my weird annoying ass but who cares not me lol I'm just happy to be exepted 

Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 he needed to cancel on me bc of his hockey team 
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Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 Hehehe thank you smmmm
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Itz_Essence

GUYSSSS Tuesday was Essence day I'm 18 now (crazy ik) I got a fewgift cards and money for my birthday does anyone have any good book recs that I should/could buy? I already own A LOT OF  BOOKS my bestie gave me the first two books of the twisted series and I finished twisted love Wednesday it took me from 8am-8pm 4 of those hrs I was in a car reading and talking with my mom it would have been faster reading if I didn't have an appointment that's why we where driving for 4hrs 2hrs there and 2hrs back (It was a different hospital then the one close to home) BUT ANYWAYS YA BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS PLEASEEEEE 

Itz_Essence

@mathhomeworkandtears babe I'm not reading shatter me I woul rather die 
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mathhomeworkandtears

@Itz_Essence shatter me series if you haven't read it, all your perfects (Colleen hoover), before we were strangers (Renée Carlino), turtles all the way down and looking for Alaska (John Green). 
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Itz_Essence

I kinda wanna write a book abt my most recent failed romance le gasp should I do it?

Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 that is exactly what I mean lol
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OrugbohFavour3

@Itz_Essence I'm sorry I don't quite understand that last bit-an off brand'The deal'. Do u mean to say to it sounds like you're making a story with similar plotline/title and it'll serve to garner popularity due to its name already shared with a best selling book 'The deal'?
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Itz_Essence

@OrugbohFavour3 Bc now it sounds like an off brand 'The deal'
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