Itz___meeee

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Itz___meeee

To ab na Bas hogya hai
          Nahi krna ki bheje lambe msgs, bheje guldaste, gunde armaan,
          FILHAAL
          
          Bas haq se Choona hai yr tujhe
          
          sab kuch to haasil kr lia, tera pyaar, tera gusaa, teri shikyat, tera darr, tera khumaar,
          Par vishwaas kyon nahi?
          Mila sab kuch baari baari, par in sab me vo ehsaas kyu nahi?
          
          Kab tak me bas yahi jaanchta rahoon,
          
          Ki teri Gradan ki mahek kaisi hai,
          Ki teri muskaan ki chehek kaisi hai,
          
          Rakhna sir hum bhi chahte hai, teri god me, tere sir par,
          tere peeth par, tere gardan ke neechle hisse par,
          
          Taaron ke neeche tujhe samet kr, khilkhilana hum bhi chahte hai,
          tere har purane naye qisse par,
          
          tooti hai bhot pehle, Isiliye sakht hai abhi, Jaanta hoon,
          Pabandi aur usool tode hai bhot, aur bhot bikhri hai tu...
          ye bhi maanta hoon,
          
          Par,
          Vo kal tha, me aaj hoon,
          vo rukhsat tha, me riyasat hoon,
          vo mulaqat thi, me pakad hoon,
          Vo mohabbat thi, me Ishq hoon,
          
          Isilie bhot hogya ab bas haq se choona hai tujhe...

Itz___meeee

RATE THIS....PLS
          
          I'm not someone who looks for those forever wala promises. I don't expect u to be available at all time for me, I don't want u to go out of ur ways to do things for me.
          
          All I probably want is for u to sit down with that anxious chest of mine and help me calm those feelings.
          
          But again, even this is not something I can expect from u for I'm not good at letting u know abt my anxiety. I will keep my vulnerabilities so hidden within me that it won't be easy for u to decode them.
          U won't be even know when I'm not ohkay.
          Then how do I expect? How?
          I don't
          Aakhir kaise tumhe rokaa karu :')
          
          I need to do a better job at seeking help.
          I need to let my words support my eyes.
          I need to let u know as to when I need u.
          
          But yaar, what if if I'm not able to? Again?
          
          Will u just hugg me for a little longer than u usually do?
          Would u not let go until I don't?
          Would u hugg me again if u see my eyes craving for it?
          Would u randomly tell me that u'r proud of me?
          Would u tell me out of the blue that things will be ohkay?
          Even on days when u see me smiling the widest?
          
          Life isn't easy and is not meant to be par
          Sab thoda theek lagega agar tum saath ho....agar tum saath ho