Itz_lmj

NEVER MIND MY OLD CRUSH BROKE UP WITH HIS GF AND TRIED TO GET BACK WITH HIS EX BUT SHE WAS ALREADY TALKING TO SUM AND THE GUY IS 19

Itz_lmj

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VENT- So yesterday I was in after school and my friends were with my crush and I was by myself because I feel nervous whenever I'm around him so after a couple of minutes later 2 of my friends came up to me and we called them C and L so C and L looked at each other and C says "should we tell her?" and L say "No we shouldn't..." and I looked at both of them feeling confused so I asked "Tell me what? And why won't you tell me? And who is it about?" L looks at me and says "Oh, it's about your crush..."
          So after a few minutes, L left so it was only me and C I looked at her and said "Can you tell what you guys didn't want to tell me?" C says some random shit then I told her "Please tell me the truth!"
          C looks at me and tells me "Fine so when I and L were with your crush he said "Why does she like me? Why do people ship me and her? I want to stop pretending to like her." then L says "Why are you faking that you like her!? Just tell her  so she won't have to be sad that you don't like her years later!" So yeah that's what me and L couldn't tell you so your crush has been faking it...sorry...."
          After C told me that it felt like my heart was stabbed or even shot I stayed quiet until I said "Thank you for being honest with me C..."
          I still like him I don't know why but even though he was faking it I can't help but still be in love with him... Jee what's wrong with me...!?
          And also sorry if I haven't been updating my books! I've been busy with school and after school so I'll try to update my books from now on!

Itz_lmj

VENT?-I wish my crush would look at me the same way he looks at my friend, he talks to her every day with that kind smile and those lovely eyes now I wonder when he will look at me the same way he looks at her? It's not fair I also want someone to love me the same I do with him I'm getting tired and used to people not liking me the way I love him they just all love my friend. She's prettier, kind, intelligent, and confident. I want to be like that so he could notice me but I'm just someone he doesn't notice and it's getting annoying. I tried my best for him to see me for once, but it didn't work. I'm tired of being left out. I'm tired already just please someone love me like I love my crush...

Itz_lmj

VENT?-I wish my crush would look at me the same way he looks at my friend, he talks to her every day with that kind smile and those lovely eyes now I wonder when he will look at me the same way he looks at her? It's not fair I also want someone to love me the same I do with him I'm getting tired and used to people not liking me that way like I love him they just all love my friend. She's prettier, kind, intelligent, and confident. I want to be like that so he could notice me but I'm just someone he doesn't notice and it's getting annoying. I tried my best for him to see me for once, but it didn't work. I'm tired of being left out. I'm tired already just please someone love me the way I love my crush...

YunniiSan

Ik we don’t know each other irl but I honestly relate to you so much, i’ve never had anyone have a crush on me and all my friends has had someone like them. You honestly deserve better, I hope you find someone who likes you the same way you like them.
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