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I'm only posting this on here so my friends don't find it.
I have never cried this much since the stupid fucking announcement video. This world is so fucking cruel. He didn't deserve this. He had so many years ahead of him and they were just ripped away. God I don't care how fucking parasocial this is I fucking miss him so goddamn much, it physically hurts. My eyes hurt, my head hurts, I can barely breath I'm Choking on my own tears so much. I want to just wake up and find out this was all some horrible nightmare. But it's not. It's fucking not. He's fucking dead.
I don't know how I'm supposed to cope with this. At this point I'm just trying not to wake up the rest of my family with my sobbing.
FUCK cancer. It took him too goddamn soon.
I send my heart, or what's left of it, to his family. They lost a son, and a brother. They deserve as much support as they can get.
Rest peacefully, Techno. We'll miss you so fucking much <3