IvoryMoe

I think what confused people even further was when I decided to unpublish the book. Some people were like "of course you have to unpublish, you copied so and so" and that just wasn't true. I had grown up and matured and the book became so cringe to me. ALL of my books became cringe to me, so I unpublished ALL of my books, not just BITR. Now I'm back, another several years later, to rewrite the books according to my current writing style. Hopefully this way, some misunderstandings are cleared up right?
          	
          	So, the point of all this ranting: I'm not really sure either, but I can tell you one thing, it's definitely NOT to get unblocked by the author (even though that would be MUCH appreciated cause I seriously want to reread vampire's pet and I never got to finish the second book Love and Loss AND I never got to read Prey and Beauty and the beast).  I wouldn't call this an apology either, call me shameless, but I never intended to plagiarize anything. That wouldn't be really noble of me to do as a writer myself. I would literally never do this to an author, it's like kidnapping their baby. I'm not a sicko.
          	
          	I think I just wanted to convey how a big mess of a misunderstanding cost me the chance of ever rereading my favorite book ever again, and I also wanted to clarify things after so many years of letting this misunderstanding sit. I wish things were handled differently though, I'm not unreasonable. If I had made anyone uncomfortable and that was communicated to me (BY MY FAVORITE AUTHOR), I would have done everything in my power to fix it! And absolutely NO shade to the author, I still recommend their books and I'm still a hardcore fan, like I would seriously go to battle for you! So much love always and forever!
          	
          	Anyway, I hope rewriting BITR would change a lot of the things that made people so uncomfortable with it. ALSO, updates shall not be happening anytime soon for any of the books. I haven't read a good book in so long and my brain is starving for entertainment!

IvoryMoe

I think what confused people even further was when I decided to unpublish the book. Some people were like "of course you have to unpublish, you copied so and so" and that just wasn't true. I had grown up and matured and the book became so cringe to me. ALL of my books became cringe to me, so I unpublished ALL of my books, not just BITR. Now I'm back, another several years later, to rewrite the books according to my current writing style. Hopefully this way, some misunderstandings are cleared up right?
          
          So, the point of all this ranting: I'm not really sure either, but I can tell you one thing, it's definitely NOT to get unblocked by the author (even though that would be MUCH appreciated cause I seriously want to reread vampire's pet and I never got to finish the second book Love and Loss AND I never got to read Prey and Beauty and the beast).  I wouldn't call this an apology either, call me shameless, but I never intended to plagiarize anything. That wouldn't be really noble of me to do as a writer myself. I would literally never do this to an author, it's like kidnapping their baby. I'm not a sicko.
          
          I think I just wanted to convey how a big mess of a misunderstanding cost me the chance of ever rereading my favorite book ever again, and I also wanted to clarify things after so many years of letting this misunderstanding sit. I wish things were handled differently though, I'm not unreasonable. If I had made anyone uncomfortable and that was communicated to me (BY MY FAVORITE AUTHOR), I would have done everything in my power to fix it! And absolutely NO shade to the author, I still recommend their books and I'm still a hardcore fan, like I would seriously go to battle for you! So much love always and forever!
          
          Anyway, I hope rewriting BITR would change a lot of the things that made people so uncomfortable with it. ALSO, updates shall not be happening anytime soon for any of the books. I haven't read a good book in so long and my brain is starving for entertainment!

IvoryMoe

Now, here's the actual rant: I reallyyy wanted to reread vampire's pet, but, to my horror, I had been BLOCKED by the author. Now, you might be wondering why. I don't know either, but I have my theories. First of all, I think it was very clear that vampire's pet inspired my book. Like super clear. I even mentioned the book and the author in my final page as my inspiration. I think people got the wrong idea though. THEY WERE NOT THE SAME (my vampires literally have elemental powers, vampires are humans and humans are vampires, and my main girl ain't that normal either. This ain't a spoiler right?) Anyway, I think all the people that said they were the same were right in a sense, my book read like vampire's pet. I mean, that's what being inspired by something means right? It probably felt wayyy too similar for people that had just read vampire's pet before finding my book, but the content couldn't be more different. Those that actually read my book could attest to that. I think I might've made the author super uncomfortable by mentioning them in the book and all that, so for that, honestly I get why I was blocked. My other theory is that my cover was too similar to that of Prey which is a book by the same author that I didn't get to read yet. Those who know me, know that I love to change my boo covers every few months. Bought In To Royalty was no different. It had multiple covers throughout the years, in fact, I still have each and every single one of them. The cover I eventually settled on though, became far more of I problem than I ever though it would. I found the image of my cover on Pinterest, and the lady on it was the same FC that I used for my character (brown hair and blue eyes), but too many coincidences and it becomes a bit sus right? So I understand that too, that's why I changed my book's cover AGAIN. I wasn't attached to it, so it's not that big of a deal to change it. Anyway, I realize this might be a three part rant. T^T sorry for the long read.

IvoryMoe

I have got writer's block T^T
          
          This lwky more a rant than anything informative and shall be covered in two parts.
          
          Okay so, you might've already guessed this just from how long its been since I've updated anything, but I have a serious case of writer's block. It's not that I don't know what comes next, I just don't have the inspiration or that final push to make me keep writing. If that even makes sense. Anyway, there's a remedy for it! My personal fix for writer's block is to READ! I'm as much a reader as a writer, and the only reason I write is because the things I want to read don't exist unless I write them myself. Reading has always been part of who I am as a writer. I especially love to reread books that inspired me in the past and those that left a serious impression on me, like my personal favourite, Vampire's Pet. It will FOREVER and ALWAYS have a special place in my heart.
          
          I think we need a little bit of history before I get into the actual rant. Every certified dark romance girlie has probably had a vampire fetish phase. I did too, a long long time ago in high school. I had written my first vampire book in 8th grade and it was BAD! Like absolute trash, but then I realised that I hadn't actually read a vampire book yet (aside from Buffy the vampire slayer or something, and even then, I didn't finish it. My only other inspiration was vampire anime ^~^) In the end, I deleted that book and went on an adventure! I read so many vampire books, but my absolute favorite was Vampire's pet. It was the best book I'd read in my young impressionable years. I loved it! I binged it in like three or so nights and that was it, I was in love. It was right up my ally and was the inspiration I needed to write my best vampire book Bought In To Royalty (still wasn't my only vampire book, but I digress.) Anyway, it worked out great. For me at least.

IvoryMoe

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I'm no stranger to writing smut, definitely no stranger to reading it either. So could I write a smut chapter for BFY, yes. Would I? No.
          
          I've found that, with how much smut I've read over the years, I have no desire whatsoever to write things like that anymore. It's cringe. Not in a bad way. Just in a soul-crushing, gut-wrenching kinda way.
          
          I now prefer stuff that elude to intimacy in many other ways than just flat out explicit content. Things that leave me salivating and wanting more ;) without being too vague. These days people are either writing dead ass smut or weak ass romantic intimacy.
          
          (Side note: I was recently reading a book that I've been struggling to finish just cause of how much smut there is in it. I officially dropped it like three days ago cause boy said "let him watch" and I was disgusted. Not cause of that specifically, but because boy was eating her out, INVISIBLE. Do you have any idea what that would look like as an outsider walking in? And you say let him watch? Watch what exactly?! You're invisible and she's... Ew. I'm done. I can't. The imagery is too off for me. T^T)
          
          Anyway, new chapter of BFY is out. Hope you enjoy!

IvoryMoe

@Talana414 you’re welcome love <3
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Talana414

I definitely feel you on this! Thanks for the new chapter! 
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IvoryMoe

I'm in a pickle!
          
          I feel like where we're at in BFY is the perfect time to pause and have a Q&A, to reflect on everything that's happened so far. Buttttt I don't have enough readers anddd I'm in no mood to promote my book just yet 'cause it's incomplete.
          
          I just feel like it's unfair to promote an incomplete book, especially when anything can happen and I can decide to stop writing. In saying that, that does not mean I don't want my book to gain popularity even now. 
          
          Anyway, that's besides the point.
          
          The point is: I wanna do a Q&A (no spoilers obvii) 'cause the next few chapters are kinda just gonna get into it and there won't be that much exposition no more. I feel like having a broad general understanding of the characters, situations, and mental processes would shine a different light on the rest of the book.
          
          So, ask away!
          
          ~ To my one loyal reader @Talana414 T3T

Talana414

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IvoryMoe

Hiiii!!!! I'm still alive, swear!
          
          Anyway, in light of publishing yet another chapter of BFY (on his birthday of all days!! Geeked!) I contemplated for a bit why I didn't structure the book as a Bakugo x Reader (even though that was the initial plan at some point many many years ago).
          
          I think the main reason is that I needed to build a personality in my head and it's easier to do this with a legit solid character, cause that character then becomes a whole seperate entity/person in my head (if that even makes sense).
          
          In the end, the book is built around the perspective, personality, choices and beliefs of this character, and well I don't really know Y/N like that T^T
          
          I know that's not the point of x Reader, but I guess the way I think is just too practical (I'm a chronic overthinker).
          
          Anyway, that's just my littler spiel, hope you're enjoying the book either way! X3

Talana414

So glad you’re still with us! 
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IvoryMoe

I know my updates and edits are coming in a bit slow, I apologize for that! But there's not much I can do to fix that. Apart from my personal life, I have many books I'm working on at the same time (don't ask me why that's just how my brain works Y^Y). Hopefully one day I'll be able to get more chapters out for you guys to enjoy. Also stay tuned for maybe other book drops, cause I have a lot of ideas I'd love to share with you all!!
          
          Anyway, I hope you're all enjoying your holidays! 
          
          Have a Merry Christmas everyone!

BLACKPEARL_2

Hi. I never forgot you ❤️

IvoryMoe

@BLACKPEARL_2 girl no worries, I've been inconsistent too xp
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BLACKPEARL_2

Sorry I went MIA 
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Talana414

Girl! lol Are you ok? 

Talana414

I understand boo.  Hang in there! 
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IvoryMoe

@Talana414 
            
            Girl nah T^T school's trying to end my life I swear! But no worries, I'll survive and start updating chapters! Thanks for checking up on me and sorry for the late reply <3 pray for me! 
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