💫🦋 Rainy / Ivystar 🦋💫

hi gamer nation
          
          this is rainy's alt
          another one
          of rainy's alts calling from the beyond
          trying to get into my goddamn main to clean it up a little and failing miserably
          
          IT'S BEEN A WHILE, HUH
          sure I was here like
          a year ago
          during the fires that were burning in colorado
          but I wasn't all too *there* if you catch my drift
          
          
          I think it's time to accept that I've really changed from /this/ period of my life
          2020 and onwards was the game changer folks
          not in the good way
          in a very /neg way
          with occasional ups
          
          I mean! I'm still into Warriors, so I haven't changed that much
          I got into the dsmp (mistake) (/hj .....it's complicated) (love the plot n characters, hate the community and the drama and some of the creators) which lead me into the development of my art career
          my friends peer pressured me into playing genshin impact........... now I have a gambling addiction
          I still write, and I've been planning genuine novels out with the intent to publish
          I figured out I was a lot more fruity gay gay homosexual than originally thought 
          
          but enough of the recap
          let me explain what my goal here is IF I CAN EVER GET INTO THE ACCOUNT
          
          I realize I left some pretty weird shit on the internet
          take a look at the spoof book because ew 
          most of those skits are actually stolen
          and some are just.. offensive?? like the historically inaccurate speaking Russian chapter where little baby rainy didn't know he was lightly joking about a dictator who literally killed millions of people
          I apologize for that, because I was a stupid little baby man!! little uneducated child who had to use google translate
          smh get good loser
          
          honestly I'd rather take the book down
          Don't get me wrong, the spontaneous humor is still in my line of style
          kind of(??) (in specific cases??????)
          but I wrote that when I was like 8-9ish
          
          and yes I've been on here before I was legally allowed to, sue me
          anyways

Everything's on  fire  where I am and it's getting pretty smoky

Asexuals unite 

I know I just posted something (don't know why I think I'm limited to one post a day) but I'd just like to point out that I've actually uploaded something (:D yay)!
          
          It's an art book with all my greatest drawings and mistakes, so take a look sometime.
          
          ..Alright, I'll shut up now-

I read books in dark mode
          So
          Whenever an ad pops up, I get temporarily blinded-
          
          Somebody in Wattpad HQ thought of and/or made this, right?
          W h y ?

I have no motivation to write or do anything and it's killing me inside~
          

"An honorable warrior does not need to kill other cats to win their battles, unless they are outside the warrior code or if it is necessary for self-defense."
          
          This is the 14th act within the Warrior Code.
          It states, plainly, that blood never needs to be shed in battle- unless the lives of others depend on it. Whether that be the defenders' own, or the bystanders of the Clans.
          It is a noble rule. It keeps all cats of all Clans from being harmed or murdered in fights.
          
          So.
          Why can't the same be said for humans?
          
          All my life so far, I've lived without strife, without pain.
          And I despise myself for it. Why should I get a better life than those of different color? Why should I get little to no punishment for my actions when those of different color are shunned and scoffed at?
          
          We should be treated as equals.
          I've learned about so many who have been murdered in cold blood. And it's vile.
          It's sick, it's cruel.
          Most of those people? They did nothing wrong.
          Most of those people? Were good people.
          
          This needs to change. This needs to stop.
          Below, I've added links to websites that can be helpful to the different movements dedicated to putting a stop to the violence.
          Please, help the cause and keep protesting for what's right.
          Let them know that this cannot go silent.
          
          https://blacklivesmatters.carrd.co
          
          https://www.amnesty.org/en/get-involved/take-action/george-floyd-police-violence-usa/
          
          https://www.joincampaignzero.org
          
          http://chng.it/KWRxMFVFg9

I have been getting
          Like
          5+ hours of sleep each night
          Because, as everyone knows, sleep is for the weak.
          And I can still sort of function like a proper human being
          
          But I think I can expect to be exiled from society soon based on my awkwardness alone 

(Spoiler Warning for the Broken Code! Proceed with Caution!)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I..
          I am particularly upset right now.
          I recently saw the new cover art for The Broken Code, Book 5.
          
          And I cannot even.
          
          All this time, I've been trying to find plotholes in the "Ashfur is possessing Bramblestar" theory because- well, there was no reason to bring him back! He was seemingly at peace in StarClan, having forgiven both Holly and Squirrel for the events that transpired between them.
          But nope.
          It appears that the imposter is the lovely, golden-haired Ashfur. (Props to those who understand that reference)
          I just can't believe it.
          It feels so.. cheap.
          
          There are also a few points that make it almost impossible.
          A) In Veil of Shadows, Bramblefake overpowers and kills three full grown warriors on his OWN. Like- what!? Ashfur might have been strong, but THREE CATS? How in the world? And those three had been a part of a six-cat patrol. Yeah.
          
          B) He apparently knows Dark Forest/Brutal killing moves, as seen with how he attempted to kill Shadowsight and the three clan-members. This point is a little weakened by how he could have seen DF warriors while passing between StarClan and the Dark Forest- but Warriors' cat hell had been mostly empty for a long time. Where would he have learned them?
          
          C) He was at peace in StarClan. He was just chilling with Hollyleaf at the end of Squirrelflight's Hope! Although on awkward terms, he seemed to have forgiven Squirrelflight. For him to go right back to getting revenge- to go so far as to trick and manipulate a medicine cat and possess Bramblestar (of whom he had no quarrel with,) is just plainly stupid.
          
          But it was so.
          Ashfur is the imposter.
          >:(
          
          
          Well, I hope you enjoyed this installment in "Rainy complains about something relating to Warriors" and maybe you agreed with me- uh, if any of you have read the Broken Code yet, that is. Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to curl into a ball and sob for a while.

It's the first day of Summer Break for me. I'm a little sad though because of.. well, the whole "Stay indoors or die >:(" situation, meaning I can go nowhere for the time being.