Izzy M

I revamped my poetry book! I got rid of all the sucky beginning poems and titled most of the rest. Please consider checking it out and dropping a vote on your favorites. I know poetry isn't your guys' favorite genre to Reade but it's my favorite to write. If I could get some love on that one I'd be tempted to write some more.

I'm scared to grow up because I don't want to turn into my mother
          They always say "you look just like her"
          And don't you behave the same?
          I don't want to grow up and be so volatile that my kids can't come to me
          I don't even know if I want kids
          If I turn out like her, they'll hate me
          I've hated my mother for years
          I'm only fifteen
          Just a lonely little girl in an unforgiving world
          I cut and I cry, abandoned in the black night
          I don't even care at this point
          We fought about self-harm again, she and I
          She heard a rumor that I was still cutting
          (I do)
          And she didn't even ask if I was okay
          Just started yelling at me like it wasn't even real
          Saying we'd had this conversation and who was I to make other people uncomfortable because someone couldn't keep their mouth closed
          Of course, I'm to blame
          Who else would she fault?
          You see, I'm scared to grow up because I don't want to be like her
          I don't want to grow up and not know how to listen
          I can't love myself because I'm scared to become her
          I'm scared
          Too scared to grow up.

I've revamped chapter 23 of Little Do You Know in order to prepare it for this year's poetry contest. If you'd like to read "Skeleton in the Closet", check it out now!!!

Okay, I know this is desperate but I'm in love with my poetry and I want it to get out there. If you know anyone who likes to read poetry or just anyone at all, share my book "Little Do You Know". I believe chapter 11 is when I truly started to get better.

Her eyes sparkled like the stars she loved to watch, and her smile might as well have been the moon, reflecting the bright light of the sun into his heart.
          
          
          
          COPYWRITED THIS PHRASE IS MINE AND I LOVE IT

MY LITTLE BROTHER JUST CALLED DRACO MALFOY "MOUTH BOY" IM DEAD

Guys I just realized I've been on here for a full year now

A message from a friend of mine: (@Emophaniplier )
          
          Hello, I have a friend that is transgender. He would like to be able to purchase a binder, but he and his family are in a tough spot financially right now. If you would spread this around or purchase one of the items he is offering, we would both appreciate it.
          
          Writing commissions:
          100-499 words- $3.00
          500-999 words- $5.00
          1000 or more words- $7.00
          A book or short story- $9.00
          
          Art commissions:
          Sketch- $1.00
          Inking and colouring- $2.00
          Simple background colour- $1.00
          Bust your choice of character- $2.00
          Ships- $3.00
          Headshot of your choice- $2.00
          Full body- $3.00
          Shipping- $5.00 extra
          
          If you would like to purchase something, you can pm @spacepeebies. Thank you!
          
          We understand if you can't buy anything, I can't either. But I'm doing all I can to help by spreading this around the Wattpad platform. If you could do this much, I'm sure he would appreciate it.

Just because I like girls and boys doesn't mean I'm gay or straight. Just because I like vegetables doesn't mean I'm vegetarian. I like meat too.
          
          
          
          This is a terrible analogy, what am I doing??

MONTHLY SHOUT-OUT TIME
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          @SkyKatSwag -for mentioning me
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          THANK YOU ALL!!
          
          Apologies for this being late, I've had a rough month. (My dog died, and I got dumped)