i wish i could write fluid, smooth stories. i wish i had the inspiration to write the swirls of ideas constantly fluttering my mind, but the more i think about it, the more i want to put my thoughts down on paper in a poetic way and the more i compare myself to other authors who've produced beautiful work on here and tumblr even while putting down my own work; the more im pooled with a sense of self doubt and incompetence.
i wish i was a good writer.