@oliwiaxcx I just saw this, and I am literally crying! I am sooooo happy that I have inspired you, and I hope that I inspire you more in the mere future!
And I do admit that it is hard to be brave in an environment that doesn't accept being brave as an honorable thing, but sometimes, we just have to tell those people that being different isn't a bad thing, and that being gay isn't a bad thing either. It takes a while to develop courage, but someday, you will have developed enough courage to go throughout your day like a normal human being.
Trust me, it gets easier :)