It’s been a while amigos

Hola again! I hope you guys are doing good. This is a update on I’m not dead just busy  but anyways I hope you guys have a good day/night ✌️

How are you guys doing? I’m doing fine right now. I GOT A DOG! He is a pomchi named Teddy and he is the cutest thing ever! Love you guys <333

Guys good news I found a home to stay in now! I’m so happy and I’m starting to get therapy to help me cope. I hope y’all are doing well and I love y’all <33

Hey guys what I’m abt to tell you is very important and it will contain sexual harassment so if your sensitive to this then plz don’t read. 
          
          So after I got out of the hospital I went to my exs house because we were friends. Then he started to act weird like touching my thigh and calling me “mommy”. So I was nervous until he pinned me down and started to bite my neck. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth up. Then he called his friends over so they can watch him “doing stuff” with me. So when I heard that I bit his hand and I kicked him and ran out of the house. And here’s the thing I’m 14 and he’s 17. I was really scared but when I told my mom…. She didn’t care. So now I’m starting to plan on running away until someone can let me into their home.

So the reason why I was gone for a long time is because I was in a mental hospital… I was really in a bad state and I had cuts and bruises from hurting myself. They said it would “help me”. The kids there would forcefully kiss me when they snuck into each other’s rooms for spin the bottle. The comfort room was horrifying because there were scrathes and bits of blood on the was heck even the ceiling. The technicians there ( there like baby sitters) were rude as hell, making me feel triggered and having panic attacks. When we had group sessions they were fine. But everything was locked,screwed, and plastic or something soft. There were at least 15 officers there. They would use needles to draw blood from us. Every. Single. Day. And now I have a huge bruise. 
          
          So that’s what it’s like. That can haunt you forever. And it can be almost traumatizing. 
          
          But anyways I’m doing fine now but I might not be on as much cause my mom caught me on here and grounded me. But I just wanted to let y’all know that I’m safe now

Mental hospital can do you like that

Hey guys

@Izzy3564 so ummm when is the wetting if I may ask because anyday between today and the end of June is ok because ima try and get Minecraft because I heard that the wedding was on Minecraft 

Hey guys….. um I haven’t been doing really well lately and um I’ve been really really sad….
          
          I lost a good childhood friend on Saturday from suicide and I really don’t know what to do with myself
          
          All I’ve ever wanted was a good family and friends and heck even a boyfriend but it’s all shit. Did I do something wrong? *starts to tear up* I really do try my best at living happy and healthy but now I’m just stuck in some… dark place I can’t get out of. 
          
          So @Gotgamesonyouphone  were going to continue the wedding…
          @Urnewlovingmum you are a really good online sis and I love you so much
          @officalidiot you are the best mom I could wish for…
          
          I love you all goodnight… </333