Hey guys,
After some though and discussion me and saf have built up the courage to explain to you guys what happened to us.
So let’s say the last few months we’re horrible for us both. A lot of our family ended up passing away so suddenly. It was a real struggle for us both and we can’t even describe the pain it caused to both our families.
Izzy lost one of his nephew, cousin and a brother
Saf lost one of her cousin, brother and uncle
So first we lost saf’s cousin ( nearly 2, he was sick so we were sort of prepared for it) then a couple weeks later Izzy’s cousin (21, he was killed driving home one night). About one month later we lost saf’s uncle (33, he was the dad of the nearly 2 year old and died of heartbreak, he was a single dad ) a couple weeks later Izzy’s nephew (2, one of the hardest ones, no one expected it he just stopped breathing) then we both lost our brothers on the same night, they were out together and never came home (21,23 this broke us both because us 4 were always close and mates)
So as you can see a lot of deaths have happened In both families and that’s why we disappeared. Our families were broken and we saw each other every single day and night. Usually our dads would be at work during the day so us and our siblings/mums would be together. There were nights none of us slept but we were always together to have some support.
So guys that what our lives have been the last couple months and it’s been a big struggle but for us both, we had each other to lean on and forever grateful because we both couldn’t have gotten through this without each other. Most of our families can’t go visit them in the cemetery because they don’t feel ready but for us both we go every single day and visit all of them. we can spend a good 2 hours there and for us it helps.
We feel we need to do it on behalf of our families.
Our brothers are right next to each other too.
We love you guys
Izzy and saf
Xx
