Sorry I haven’t posted any chapters for Miss Possessive! I just started my first job in order to help out my mom and give my little brothers the life I want them to have as well as my mom. Me and my mom are working together so far I’m in training. There’s also been a major set back in my life since my grandpa has decided to go back to Mexico for however long until he decides he wants to come back. And in a way it’s been hard mentally and emotionally because he’s the only father figure in my life. There had been many arguments with me and him and so far just with him in general due to his attitude towards us. And it kind of just felt like another person just walking out of my life again. But so far I’ve been good and I have a job. I got my first check last week and have it saved. But I will be spending it on clothes and stuff for me and my brothers and my mom. My brothers court hearing also just started. And my older brother had passed away in 2023. And my family from my dad’s side has been trying to get me to go to the hearing without trying to understand how I feel about it in general. I don’t want to face the people for k*lled my older brother. They said it would help me get closure but that’s not the closure I want. And I don’t want to be in the same room as them. So it’s a lot of fighting and arguing with them. Which is hard. I’m also trying to get into contact with my older brothers mom because same dad, different mom. Because in these last 3 years I have never gone to visit him because I felt like I didn’t deserve too. And now I’ve reached the point where I don’t blame myself because I now know what happened was no where near my fault. And I’m just trying to contact her while dealing with my ignorant and selfish father and his family. Mind you I have seen these people since his burial not since I was a little kid. They don’t even like me. So it’s another reason why I don’t want to be in a court room with them.