J-hopieeeee
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I always thought depression and suicidal thoughts were fake. Until I fell into depression. It was the worst thing that could happen. Karma really is a bitch because I used to say that suicide is dumb, and I still think so, but I am dumb to have these thoughts. I smile through the pain, to make people happy. I deny my own feelings to make everyone else comfortable. I lost most of my friends, and I still am trying to be another person and get out of this. It's hard, I know it, but I still make efforts. I almost wrote my suicide note but I changed my mind..Because it wouldn't even matter. Please make the best choices guys <3