Vent I suppose:
It’s awfully quiet without my brother’s presence. I always wondered if he would just randomly appear, thinking that it was all a dream that he wouldn’t kill himself…
In the end I haven’t notice the little signs of my brother’s mental health.. I was just jealous that he had a good grade then me and that he gets his own room while I had to share a room.
I was jealous, mad and disgusted back then after he said he might be trans… but if I had accepted his identity maybe I wouldn’t be jealous..
If it weren’t for him I’d.. never mind
-Rain