Arson_e.x.e

Uhhh I got a gf
          I got a gf?
          I GOT A GIRLFRIEND.
          SAID GIRLFRIEND IS MY CRUSH THAT IVE LIKED SINCE LAST YEAR
          GIRLFRIEND SAID SHE LOVES ME
          I TOLD GIRLFRIEND THAT IVE DONE LOTS KF THINGS FOR HER LOVE
          GIRLFRIEND CRIES 
          I CRY WITH GIRLFRIEND 
          GIRLFRIEND SAYS GOOD NIGHT
          I SENT GIRLFRIEND A PARAGRAPH TELLING HER TO HAVE A GOOD NIGHT AND TO SLEEP WELL FOR HER FINALS.
          Girlfriend is mine, I get to say that one of the most beautiful people in the world is mine and I'm hers I happily go to sleep knowing that my sun finally has me as her moon<3

Sometimes I wanna unmask around someone. Like take off that face smile and lower my eyebrows so all you can see are my dark brown eyes with no emotion whatsoever. But unfortunately I'm the funny friend, the good relationship advice friend, the therapist friend, the hyper friend, the sarcastic friend. One of my biggest fears is talking about my feelings and someone being visibly uncomfortable. But I'll just keep it inside till it swells into this big Ballon until I can't take it and I pop. I'll cry quietly at 3 am listening to music as free therapy, I'll vent privately to myself so I don't inconvenience anyone. 

My whole existence is based off of me being funny, I'm serious if people didn't laugh at my jokes I would probably have very bad depression 

I can not express how much I love listening to music at night because it makes me cry and like it's so peaceful, no noise, no mom bothering me, no nothing, just me and my playlist.

I want to commit a murder on a 49 year old man because he's fucking disgusting and he's a pedo and he's annoying and I he makes me want to scratch all my skin of till I'm just skin and bones.

Currently with ur mom btw 

YOOO HIIII