Jonahlei Dela Paz

TO MY 98 FOLLOWERS: 2/2
          
          When the pandemic hit, it affected my mental health and instead, I got depressed so bad that all I did was sleep all day. I don't even looking forward to tomorrow. I did not eat all day, I will just have a hot choco in the morning and that was it. That is my meal for the entire day. And I thought that I would not be able to get out of it. Thankfully I have my family who understood me in those trying times, without them, I am not here anymore. 
          
          Depression is real and always look out for your family members. It’s not easy to get out of it. But the person going through with it should be willing to get out of that darkness. For me, I opened up to my little brother and our eldest sister and they just listened without judgment. I am so blessed to have them in my life. 
          
          My story is currently on another platform and I don’t know if I will be able to write here because I was busy writing my story in English. 
          
          I don’t know when I will update here. See you on my next post kung may magbabasa pa nitong mahabang litanya ko.

To my 98 followers: 1/2
          
          It took some time to get back. Last post ko pa pala way back 2021. A lot of things happened these past few years and I stopped myself from writing. Matinding writers block ang nangyari at hindi ko alam kung ipagpapatuloy ko pa ang pagsusulat. But a book saved me. I started reading the Bible and devotion books to keep myself sane. God’s word helped not to believe the lies I hear inside my head. God’s word helps me to feel love and gain a new perspective in  my life. And also the book Chicken Soup for the Soul: inspiration for Writers helped me to get back on track. It was a great book for those people that wanted to give up writing but some people helped them be inspired again. 
          
          
          He let me experience those sadness because the ones coming cannot compare what I’ve been through in 2020.
          
          
          2022-2023 was the most difficult year for me. Our Papa got sick so bad that his health deteriorated and eventually he passed away last year 2023. And it was so painful for me to see him suffering and I cannot do anything. Also, his sister, my favorite Aunt, died last year. 2023 was a year I lost two important people in my life. They both died of cancer. I was so heartbroken that I can’t explain in words how sad and lonely I am. But life goes on. That is the hardest part because you will wake up every day and you realize they are gone. But I know both of them are happy and with our creator in heaven. They are no longer suffering and in pain.

It's been a while. Sa 99 followers nabawasan tayo ng isa. Alam ko 100 na tayo e. Anyway, pipili ako ng random follower sa susunod na update ko sa isa sa mga stories ko. At sa kanya ko ide-dedicate ang isang chapter. Sorry kasi hindi ako nakakapag-update, I have a lot going on in my life or rather I am taking care of my mental health. We all need time to recharge and take care of ourselves. Hope you are having a wonderful day.

Grabe! Nadagdagan tayo guys! 103 na este 102 na lang pala habang nagta-type ako. May nag-unfollow e. Anyway, masaya lang! Ginaganahan na ulit akong magsulat. Sana may matapos na ako this year. Fingers cross!

Salamat sa mga followers ko at nandiyan pa kayo. Sisikapin kong matapos ang story ko. Sisipagan ko. Sana lang matupad ko. Hahahaha!

Chapter 4 of UEWAFA will be posted kapag nag-umaga na. Kasi masyado akong na-inspire ng WLI at yung novel ni Mitch Albom na tuesdays with Morrie. Kaya balik sulat na ulit ako. Ang saya lang!

Hello! Ibinabahagi ko sa'yo ang kwento ng isang taong nakilala ang Diyos ngunit pinili niyang lumayo. Kung gusto mo, hope na basahin mo: https://www.wattpad.com/story/216031815-lost-john
          
          Short story lang yan. TYSM and God bless!

It will take quite a while for me to update my stories kasi sobrang iibahin ko siya. I mean mas gusto kong matapos yung What Love Really Means. Yung UEWAFA ay in-edit ko pa.

I am going to post my story again UEWAFA dating title niya ay Who's that guy? Iniba ko na, kasi marami na pala ang ganun ang title dito sa Wattpad.  So nasa process pa ako ng editing. Stay tune po.

It's been a while. Grabe! Sobrang busy na ako at hindi na makapag-UD. Pero pipilitin kong makapag-UD this week. Finger cross. Sana kayanin ko.