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•_•: I have come to the point where Idk what to do with my life.  (RANT-more like whining lol)
          
          I literally don’t know what I’m good at, or what I actually like to do. These past few months I’ve been doing nothing but staying a home, cleaning, reading, watching dramas. I’m not doing anything! Yesterday I went to the grocery store for the first time in months and I honestly felt so exhausted afterwards, so many people- it felt weird talking to people, driving to the store didn’t even feel real. Going outside just doesn’t appeal to me anymore, like it makes me physically sick.
          
          I haven’t been on this app in months, I have ideas and the stories I’m working on are planned out so what am I doing?!

\•_•/ : For some strange reason I’ve recently gotten a lot of DM messages on this app and I am confusion. 
          
          Update: lol I have 2 1/2 jobs RN so I quite literally don’t have any time to write. However, today and Thursday are my only days off for this whole month so I’m likely gonna do a sit-down for TPLN (similar to chapter 7-P3 where I wrote 4000 words in a night) 
          
          See ya later aji’s 

•_•: When I say I‘m going to write what I really mean is I’ll sit at my desk and 300-words in I’ll take a lil break and enter the black hole that is memes, BTS, and random funny/controversial/skincare videos I find online. And that is NOT okay LOL.
          
          \*_*/ WHY AM I LIKE THIS! I’ve been at it since 9pm and it is 1:30 am! I’ve only written 300 words! 

Next on Chapter 9 of TPLN:
          
          Toby: (゜-゜) 
          
          Dusk: （* ￣ □￣*；  Shawn: Σ(ﾟДﾟ；
          
          Toby: (ㅡ´･_･`) ㅡ[◉"]✨
          
          Grace:  t( -_- t )  Mason: ༼♥ل͜♥༽
          
          Seth: ♪┏(・o･)┛♪ [I ❤️ Dusk Acosta] ♪┏(・o･)┛♪
          
          
          
          + There will probably be a one-day delay on TPLN (I’ve recently been working 40+ hour shifts at work, WHY; cause I want to torture myself of course!) but I’ll try my best to publish tomorrow the 13th

•_•: I AM SHOOKETH 
          
          Putting all Asian dramas/mangas on hold to binge the entirety of Supernatural I come back to that news that Killing Stalking is getting its own ANIME
          
          (゜ロ゜) Bich i am QUAKING and I don’t know if it’s good or bad cause damn that manhwa is DARK
          
          HOW did this pass by me (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻
          

•_•: So I’m sitting there, when I read the darkest thing.
          
          The Trump administration just passed another wacky law saying that health insurances companies can deny services to Trans people. 
          
          WOW, just WOOOW! Are you FUCKING KIDDING ME!

-_-: 
          
          Me: Literally almost done with a whole ass chapter.
          
          Wattpad: *decides to crash. Erases 3,000+ words*
          
          Me : *stares at blank screen with beead hanging out of my mouth* WHAT THEFUCK!
          
          Me RN: *re-writing the whole thing based on the loose string of my terrible memory and what I remember of the dialogue*
          

(.﹒︠₋﹒︡.)  : I really wanna publish this new story
          
          ( ‾ ʖ̫ ‾) : Do it.
          
          (.﹒︠₋﹒︡.)   : But I need to dedicate my time to the ones already publi-
          
          ( ‾ ʖ̫ ‾) : Do it!
          
          (.﹒︠₋﹒︡.) : But that’s not fair to the readers enjoying my ongoing stor-
          
          ( ‾ ʖ̫ ‾) : DO IT!

•_•: I am weak to the power of procrastination, I procrastinate work, I procrastinate writing, I procrastinate sleep.  ¯\(•.•)/¯
          
          *SOS* I WONT STOP BAKING.  ಠ_ಠ

•_•:  Ugh, Goo Jun-Pyo why are you so cute with your croissant hair. (>~<)
          
          Update: I just found out that TPLN is going to be LONG (50 chapters minimum)