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https://archiveofourown.org/works/42823353
          check out this new Namjin ff everyone, a unique emotional rollercoaster from  a very special person<3

Heyaa bestayyy thanks for following meee <333

This year as a whole is so horrible for me, the last thread of my sanity was BTS ANS BTS  only!! and after the news of their military enlistment I calmed myself saying it's good bc am getting busier and busier day by day I don't even have time to sleep, there are days of past weeks were I haven't gotten a single hour sleep, so I thought maybe the lack of content and them going to military is good so I don't get that distracted from my work but- but GOD there is this heavy feeling inside my chest every time Jin's military related stuff come to my mind I just want to cry but it's stupid according to others am being stupid God the thing that hurts me the most is them, our 7 beautiful  angels after years of being together they're gonna separate for the longest they have ever been...it pains me so much so much I can't do anything, no one can do anything bc all other Kpop fans had to or have face it, had faced, we armys aren't special in this aren't we? idk man I needed to rant ahh ignore all the typos and error my eyes were sweating lol

AM GOING TO DIEEEEE ON MAY 4TH JESUS CHRIST FUK MY LIFE AM DEAD!!

there is no way hobi is real, God probably pushed one of his angel to Korea bc he was wiggling too much.

ARMYS ARE SO FREAKING PRETTY THE FUCKKKKKK URGHHH!! AM TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SIMP LMAO

You know I just realized how pretty much more than half of the namgi ffs are 'Enemies to lovers' & namkook are 'friends to lovers' but in all these fics Jin is always the mature crackhead hyung who says 'brat and respect our hyung' at least three times {there are times he appears just to say it tho} and hobi is as usual the cutest bubbliest sunshiny baby and vmin are either soulmates or the evil seducers, you know what I mean ;)

is it okay to feel sad that my bias has the least followers? am being sensitive? am being immature? I feel guilty for being mad that there is nearly freaking 2M difference between V and Joon...

my stupid a$$ accidently read a Namjoon X female character story [just 1 sentence] now my entire day is ruined ._.