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It’s just abidamce it’s not gonna fix the problem 
          Yea I don’t care enough?? 
          Oh well

That time I walked in t to school to sign in, saw this one staff dude (gonna call him Willy) and Willy sees me and is like oh?? Good you’re here thank you for coming no one usually comes in to sign when THEYR sick I SAY of course, just had to pop in. And my voice cracked like twice AND HE SAID and I quote astonished and lowkey giggling!! OH?? YOUR VOICE. Sorry hope you feel better…
          I WAS OUT FOR THROWING UP WHAT FO YOU MEAN?? MY VOICE????

Flashes of the strangling… GOODNES I pray for the days I can rest easy without my sister being so unbelievably scary…

ENEDED IN SOBBSZ!!! GOOD NOGHT OML

GOTTA WAKE UP INA T EOATS TWO HPURS AND U FOTN FUCKING CARZERREEEEE NO SLEEP I DC ILL SLEEP TMR OR SMTHF UCK IM DEDICATED 

It’s nearly 2 am and all I WNAT?? All I want is to finish this chapter and the next and the next but never have this FIC end.

I think this is what I need?? Idk it feels onkay just going back to it… 
          It’s a distraction sure but it feels different.
          It makes me … okay????
          

Ugh I’m so boreddddd

Fuck the money atp I give up

Fuck I feel. I’m being dragged back and I’m just accepting it. (Uzi core FR)