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i keep on falling in and out of love

The fact that nobody is going to read this makes me want to write it out:
          I really liked a boy. I think I still like him. He knows it, he just can't reciprocate it. It's the thing where the saying goes, "I love to be with you, but I can't date you." 
          I kept running around in circles for the past few months, believe me, I got the closure I wanted with him. The intimacy and those words, still linger. I can feel his touch on me, as if he is touching me rn. I can't express how much I miss it. The problem is, we never even happened, then why the hell, I feel this pain? Maybe, because I kept hoping that we would happen. 
          It's all over now. 
          I feel exhausted.
          Maybe it happened for good. 
          But I still think about it, what would have happened if I had jumped into it?

Thank you for starting Vicious Flame! It means a lot to me and I hope you enjoy!

So many books, so little time to read
          The thought alone gives me anxiety 

Been so long that I actually added a book to my library worthy of reading multiple times but here it is- Night Shift by anniecrownbooks and it's the real deal with juicy details, too-smart-for-their-own-good chracters and fast paced romance behind the shelves of a dark library. You name it, the book has it.

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Happy Independence Day to all the Indians out there

just a crazy idea -----------what if i post a Anti-Hero themed new book based on survivors and prisoners and war and forbidden love and lots of HOT, foul-mouthed villains?

okAY- not expected at all but- We getting SEASON 2!!!

natasha, my love