approaching the end of a book you've worked on for years is possibly the hardest thing I have had to experience. I feel a deep sadness within me at the gradual loss of words to write in that book. It is saying goodbye to me despite my best efforts to keep it under my writer wings a little longer. Been working on the last chapters, should be uploaded soon enough.
I don't think there will be any more rambling about 'VANYA' here anytime soon.