JUSTTHEBACKUP

NOW NIGHT SEEM MORE LONELY THAN EVER .
          	PLOPLE KEEP GOING ON
          	BUT I WAS STUCK
          	DID YOU EVER FELT ALONE NOT PHYSICALLY 
          	BUT,MENTALLY…..THAT FEELING .IT’;S KILLING ME 
          	MY  HEART SEEMS TO CRY BUT EYES WANNA HIDE THE PAIN
          	JUST NOT TO GET THE LABEL’S
          	WAS I DESTINED TO BE ALONE 
          	I REGRET KNOWING THE TRUTH OF THE WORLD 
          	IT’S KILLING ME…..I WANT TO SHARE 
          	I WANT TO SCREAM BUT…I FEAR, BEING JUDGED
          	I PUT ON DO MUCH EFFORT IN TELLING YOU 
          	INSTEAD OF SUPPORT .INSTEAD OF SAYING
          	 I AM YOUR FRIEND ,DO NOT WORRY
          	WHAT YOU SAID ?
          	THOSE WERE NOT JUST WORDS 
          	THOSE WERE KNIVES TO ME 
          	I FELT I AM NOT ENOUGH
          	I SPENT MONEY ON YOU MAKING YOU FEEL 
          	SPEACIAL 
          	YOU MAKE ME FEEL IGNORED
          	I REGRET NOT FOR MONEY FOR MEETING YOU
          	I TRIED MY BEST BUT NEVER EVEN CARED 
          	I WISH I WAS THEIR 
          	MAYBE YOU WAS  NOT FOR ME 
          	
          	
          	                                                          TO THE FRIEND WHO NEVER CARED

MairaDreams

JUSTTHEBACKUP

NOW NIGHT SEEM MORE LONELY THAN EVER .
          PLOPLE KEEP GOING ON
          BUT I WAS STUCK
          DID YOU EVER FELT ALONE NOT PHYSICALLY 
          BUT,MENTALLY…..THAT FEELING .IT’;S KILLING ME 
          MY  HEART SEEMS TO CRY BUT EYES WANNA HIDE THE PAIN
          JUST NOT TO GET THE LABEL’S
          WAS I DESTINED TO BE ALONE 
          I REGRET KNOWING THE TRUTH OF THE WORLD 
          IT’S KILLING ME…..I WANT TO SHARE 
          I WANT TO SCREAM BUT…I FEAR, BEING JUDGED
          I PUT ON DO MUCH EFFORT IN TELLING YOU 
          INSTEAD OF SUPPORT .INSTEAD OF SAYING
           I AM YOUR FRIEND ,DO NOT WORRY
          WHAT YOU SAID ?
          THOSE WERE NOT JUST WORDS 
          THOSE WERE KNIVES TO ME 
          I FELT I AM NOT ENOUGH
          I SPENT MONEY ON YOU MAKING YOU FEEL 
          SPEACIAL 
          YOU MAKE ME FEEL IGNORED
          I REGRET NOT FOR MONEY FOR MEETING YOU
          I TRIED MY BEST BUT NEVER EVEN CARED 
          I WISH I WAS THEIR 
          MAYBE YOU WAS  NOT FOR ME 
          
          
                                                                    TO THE FRIEND WHO NEVER CARED

JUSTTHEBACKUP

hi! MY 1st story [the FRIST love ] is released show your love and 
          i need some suggestions 
          * FRIST should i release the background and character personality in the book or post or i should release it with the ongoing story
           * SECOND what should be my chapter length 
          * should i make daily update 
          
          
          
          please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me please help me