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Hey guys, it's been a while, I know. I almost never write here but I feel like I need to at the moment. Don't worry, it's pretty positive I think.
School is super stressful but now, we are wrapping up the semester and I should have everything handed in and done by the 15th, 20th at the latest. After that, I have 2 weeks before my next semester starts. Now, worry not! My new years resolution will be better time management! I have really sucked at both lately.
Anyway, a few updates about myself that will explain a lot. First, my anger and anxiety management I have so tediously built up over the last 12 years came crashing down in August because SOMEONE decided it was a good idea to unpack and actually deal with emotional trauma AND try to figure out more of their identity IN A PANDEMIC. That person is a dumbass. However, good did come of it. Had some nice heart to hearts with a few different friends, I got myself a psychologist which is fantastic cause I have probably need one for years, I finally went to see my doctor who is referring me to a surgeon to remedy non-spinal defect back pain and prescribe me better pain meds (which I had initially refused) so I don't feel like crying after a few hours at work because, you know, intense pain, AND I have started to find a balance between my school/work and social life.
Now for the moment you've all been waiting for! Tears news.
Especially since the pandemic started, a lot of you have been asking me when the next chapter is coming and if I'm going to actually write it again. Well, today, I hit a tipping point when one of you messaged me on twitter about it and that was just that last small push I needed, so thank you. I got Tears off google drive and back on my computer because I HATE writing in drive.
Now, that said, you will have to wait a hot minute while I write the next chapter a couple times to get my rhythm back.
Anyway, hope this alleviates any fears and worries. Thanks for holding out for this long!