Jewell

apparently i have to sign in to this account every now and then to make sure it doesnt delete. so how issss everyoneeeee???

i literally said i was cutting ties on this account to have a more private alt account and someone thinks it’s nefarious??? tf??? what about private means nefarious to you????? smh 

so he wants to be friends  
          
          
          lovely 
          
          
          this is the second time this has happened in like 2-3 months 
          
          
          

So there’s this guy 
          
          
          His name is Bradyyyyyyyyy
          
          And i think he likes me???? And ive asked him out and he was down and he canceled our first date and he hasn’t had time since then but he’s been starting conversations over text and in person and super super great and im so confused and a little embarrassed bc i feel like i look desperate going after a guy that doesn’t want me. And i don’t know what to say. I want to talk to him about it but i have no idea how to address this…. Im a talk about it till im not confused anymore person so someone please please please help 

I think it is time for me to get a new main account so i won’t be active as much on here anymore and my main will probably just be private fanfiction reading and professional writing so not as much me. If anyone decides to be active leave me a message and ill get back to you when i see it!!! Love you all!!! 

I have to run something im writing past yall
          
          Ok so im writing a greek mythology book with the gods in modern day and i was thinking of making it really really angsty (bc ofc) and having like the entire thing be from the bad guy’s pov and the bad guy is apollo
          
          
          Im making it normal pretty much but he’s gonna be finding out all his friends are gay or something they do is against his beliefs and he slowly get angrier and angrier and he goes insane. He’s gonna be seriously homophobic and definitely a murderer and im so not gonna be portraying any of that in a good light. I just want it to show it from the bitter i love no one side. I think it would be good for the lgbt community to see him taken down a notch
          
          Ofc artemis and hermes are so gay, hades and Persephone support them and are looking at adopting human children (apollo hates humans in this) zeus and hera are divorced (he hates that too- basically thinks the one man one woman thing for marriage) hera is against getting remarried to top that off for him (centuries with zeus can you blame her) hestia is gay, athena is aroace ofc and he hates it, other things im gonna add. 
          I wanted to have it as a short story style like they flow but it’s over a long long course of time and sometimes it’s from the victim’s pov (one following hermes, one following hades and persephone, but all have him reacting irrationally) 
          
          
          I really want to know what yall would think about that. Would you read it??

I got way too sunburned at the beach but my hair looks more ginger than usual (i keep forgetting to redye it) so good news- my irish is kicking in, bad news- my irish is kicking in…. 

Also rowan and i? Not gonna work out. We didn’t go on our date. He’s TERRIBLE at responding. So i asked him if he was even interested and he said he was too busy. So whatever 
          
          I did send a note through a friend of mine to a guy i know from public school. He doesn’t have a phone tho apparently *epic sigh*

Why are all the trump supporters so mad he’s in court for tax fraud? He’s a billionaire. What do they expect???? They’ve ALL committed tax fraud FOR SURE. They’re just holding him accountable for once. 

So i asked out a cute guy in my welding classss 
          
          His name is Rowan, he has kinda chin length curly hair and wears a pearl necklace and slightly cropped harley davidson hoodies and was gonna go to fashion school if he didn’t get into tcat. I did ask him if he’s gay and his response was “surprisingly no im not” so.
          
          
          He’s also a Taurus