You broke my world when you said you couldn't live in our fantasy. But isn't it that that fantasy is what makes many people love you? The fantasy about you caring so much for HER to the point of making it seem like you love HER; the fantasy of turning from a reel couple into a real couple; the fantasy that those thick gazes and warm smiles you give HER meant so much deeper than mere friendship.
But what the heck! Posting those words didn't make me love you less. What am I a fan for if I couldn't even understand you? Many fans turn their back on you, I wouldn't be doing that. Many haters come out, I wouldn't be one of them.
I will always be a JaDine fan living crazily in a JaDineLand, living understandingly in the real world.
I might have caught the Obsessive Jadine Disorder but I'm still not too sick to not realize that you're just like anyone in the world, free to live like how you want to...but only forbidden by the walls of the show biz arena where you could make your dreams come true.