Jack Aley

I officially turned 19 today! 

https://youtu.be/kvDqq9cc6ng?si=6kpo1ijQieYM5oRi 
          
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POV: You don't like poems, but then you schmoke good old Mary J and are high. And while high, you write a poem. 
          
          
          The poem:
          
          I love you so, 
          I wonder if you love me too? 
          
          I try not to let my feelings glow, 
          Incase you want to flee. 
          When I first fell years ago, 
          I did not want you to see. 
          I do not know if you know, 
          But I try to let you be. 
          
          Why do I even worry, 
          When you have shown every sign? 
          Even though you are in no hurry, 
          You let your feelings shine. 
          The picture is not blurry, 
          Damn these eyes of mine! 
          
          I do not need your touch, 
          I just want your love. 
          You do not need to love me such, 
          I am not above. 
          I do not use you as a crutch, 
          I do not require your love. 
          
          Yet I love you so, 
          Do you love me too? 

Has anybody else wanted to hang out with their crush over the phone but your social battery is too low due to personal family reasons? 

It's still shocking to me that things are still going good between me and my crush, we aren't together, but he knows I like him and he's completely ok with it and is acting normal like howwww